Well, so much for the half term week being a nice, relaxing break.
I've had a horrible week and feel very, very, VERY fed up :(
Firstly, my very bestest matey who I work with and socialise with also, has got a new job :(
I love her to bits and I'm really, really pleased for her. BUT I'm really, really sad for me.
Secondly, I took my daughter to the doctors on Friday, and he confirmed that she has OCD and that her symptoms are quite severe.
He has referred her to a psychiatrist and said that it is likely that she will need med's as well :(
This has made me so sad that I can't put into words how sad I feel. :(:(:(
Finally, my son has gone to a Halloween fancy dress party tonight. It is quite a "rough" kind of area, but at a girls house who's parents will also be there.
Anyway, he is dressed as Superman ( I know it's nothing to do with Halloween) and he and his mates wanted to walk through the streets of the crappy area to get to the party.
Me and hubby have said he can only go if hubby drops him at the party as the streets round there are very rough.
Son hit the roof and has now gone off to the party without speaking to me.
So, I'm really sad about that as well :(
I went for another hypno session on Wednesday but, with all this crap going on, I haven't got a clue whether it has been of any benefit or not.
I'm not depressed, bit anxious, well quite a lot anxious I suppose.
But would anyone feel like I am at the moment or is it the anxious/panicky/depressed me overreacting?:(
I seem to have done nothing but have a big fat lump in my throat for the last few days, and could cry at the drop of a hat [:I]
Oh well, lets hope that tomorrow is a better day
Kate x