To anyone who can help me try to rationalise Iam going through absolute hell today.

I have worried for sooooo long about having hiv that I have had four tests and they have all been negative but I dont beleive them becuae of my symptoms. I have posted them before and now have completely freaked myself out so much I feel like the world is ending.

I have all the symptoms of fibromyalgia and that was fine I felt better. Then I had to go and find it in google didnt I, guess what can give you fibromyalgia, hiv. I am totally petrified I cant beleive this is happening.

Is so worried for my partner and my baby i cant handle it. I phoned the terrence Higgins trust last week and they made me feel better telling me that my tests were good and I didnt have it if i tested negative but im so scared that they are wrong.

Can someone help me to calm down

lisa
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