Re: Terrified now of my symptoms (please no negative comments)
Have you seen neuro or you still waiting, Livvy?
You say that all these deja vu symptoms started when you became scared you would have a seizure. What does that imply? Your anxiety brought on these symptoms and the symptoms now make your anxiety worse. So, to get out of this "loop", your anxiety must be tackled.
There are options still open to you but you have to reach out in the "real" world to find them. People can always "relate" but that won't end this nightmare until you're able to take control of your anxiety and fear.
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