My boyfriend has just split up with me and I don't know what to do.
We've known each other years before we started a relationship and have been going out with each other for 6 years. For the past couple of years we've had our problems due to my anxiety. He wants to go to places with him but I haven't been able to.
We've had arguments before and he's walked out sometimes before. But this time is different.
He's been a bit off with me on and off today. About an hour ago I wrote down how I felt and explained how he'd been today and how it was getting to me. I couldn't get anywhere with him about it, it just made him annoyed and say more things to me. I don't feel able to say what happened next, but I told him to leave and he said he'd had enough and left me a message on my phone. I'd been lending him my old mobile phone and he's left that here so that I can't ring him.
The message he's left me on my phone is to say it's over, i'm through with you, good bye.
I don't know what to do. I keep changing between not knowing how to feel and then feeling sad. We were going to spend time together and it's Easter and I don't know if he'll come back to me or if it's really over. Just don't know what to do.
Heather