I used to hate myself because like those pictures I`d see children at various stages of illness and think `how are they so positive` and almost be jealous of their mental strength, which showed me how ill I really was

I forget who said it but a bad day above ground is miles better than a good day below it, and at times we just forget to count our blessings, so it`s lovely to hear you`re in a good place just now. I hope it stays that way