Hi
This is my first time on a forum
I felt I needed to come somewhere rather than disappear to a doctors who will just fill me full of medication.

I feel that I suffer from multiple anxiety issues, but this by far is my worse.
I started suffering with anxiety when I had post natal depression 5 years ago, I was then diagnosed with GAD and depression and an Eating Disorder.
Thankfully under a mother and baby unit I had regular CBT sessions and support and I felt a lot better.
But since starting Uni I have been on a lot of stress and especially over Christmas...now its come back.

I struggle to eat and to swallow basically anything.
Even drinks, send me into a panic
I worry about everything when I feel this way, my health, the kids, weight loss, the darkness, money, everything just become irrational...
Also the problem is I constantly think about it and then that stresses me out even more and the symptoms are even worse.
I feel like i'm stuck inside my body and it terrifies me.
I haven't got a clue how to fix this...I just know I need some help.

So yea that's me