Does anyone just feel different aches and pains all day long?
I have health anxiety as most of us do, and it began with panic attacks that soon became panic disorder. I was wondering how many people have gone beyond those 10-30 minute panic attacks and just have aches, pains, pressures, dizziness, fatigue, just disconcerting symptoms all day long?
It's hard to tell if symptoms start panic or panic starts the symptoms. But even when I am not having a panic attack, I feel sick and terrible. I feel unable to function. Every day it's something. Some symptom that will pop up and plague me for half the day and make me too anxious to go out because as soon as I start thinking about being out and about with this horrible feeling (and can be anything- tight throat, tight neck, head, weak legs, faint feeling, sheer exhaustion, sore eyes- the list goes on and on!) I feel like I will collapse. Going into stores is especially difficult, almost impossible.
I tried to go to the store just to get some mints this morning and I had a tight throat the whole way and pushed myself to get out of the car and go into the store and halfway there the throat tightness was so intense I feared passing out and ran back to the car.
How much can a person take of this. Now I'm home the tight throat has been replaced with pain in the back of my head so I still don't want to go out. And nobody understands. Everyone thinks my anxiety is like in the movies: someone has a few seconds of rapid breathing and a paper bag makes it OK.
I don't know if anxiety can do all this especially when it's not a panic attack. My heart rate doesn't change. I've had panic attacks and I know the difference between them and this rotating circle of odd symptoms all day long. Because one stops and another starts and keeps me trapped in this "what if it's NOT anxiety!" loop. I feel like every single thing is a medical emergency.
Is this anyone's experience? I honestly have something every day that makes leaving the house difficult or I just won't go out at all. Thanks for reading, as well as hoping for reassurance it feels good to vent because all I ever get told is I'm a hypochondriac because "you don't look sick."
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