Originally Posted by
KeeKee
Bigboy he didn't tell me not to pick up after them (I don't anyway) he told me just to expect them to make a mess etc then it won't bother me. But I did expect them to make a mess (and still do in regards to my daughter), they do/did make a mess and it does still annoy me. Nobody should ever have to put up with other people's mess in their own home in my opinon.
And as for stepping outside my comfort zone I do this every single day by means of going to the school, meeting relative for coffee, popping to asda etc for groceries, putting on a 'happy' face around relatives.
The things my therapist suggested were things like walking 5 miles alone to the beach which I refused. I wouldnt have even done that prior to my anxiety and as for going to the beach even though I'd already said I can't stand the place, felt like he was just trying to get me to do things for the sake of it.
I was also told to tie my hair up in front of him and tell him how it made me feel. Considering I haven't tied my hair up in front of anybody for over a decade, that simply wasn't going to happen. I was made to feel like a failure many times and that is not good therapy. I feel like they have no heart either you sit there crying and they just look at you like you're daft.
My last therapist was much better, no making me feel like a loser and she was very empathetic.