So i found out today that I'm graduating uni this year with a really good result!
because my mental health went so bad in march i've missed almost all of the remaining of the academic year at uni including some exams and coursework so i was 100% i will have to retake a year but by some miracle it all worked out well and i'm graduating this year together with all my friends and also with a great result!!
i also applied to do a masters at a really good uni and i have completely gave up on that dream because of everything that was going on but now it turns out my results were good enough that im accepted i think i will still take a gap year to get my mental health in order as im barely functioning atm but this is such good news after a long time. i have basically given up on all my goals and forgot about all of it as my HA took over, but this has reminded me of everything i wanted to do before my anxiety went really bad and that i can still achieve all of it... it also makes me feel 'normal' like i felt so isolated from all my friends and people my age in the past few months due to my mental health problems, but this made me feel included again knowing im graduating on time! im really motivated now to work on my anxiety i really want to get better sooooo much and now i know so many good things are still waiting for me