I have posted a while back on the other forum but I just have to write again. I have never felt this scared before regarding any health related symptoms I have had. I am literally shivering at the moment. The fear is killing me. I am so scared that the moles on my groin area are malignant. I have not been checking the area before and because of my recent thrush infection, I really took a good look at the area. That was the time I discovered the moles. At most recent checkup with the dermatologist, he did not say anything, he might or might not notice them (or maybe my fault for not pointing it out to him).
Consulting Dr Google is really the worst thing to do now but I cannot stop it because I need reassurance. I am so scared, so very very scared. I will see another dermatologist soonest. But the fear of what if it turns out to be what I fear most? What if this time it is for real and not just my anxiety playing on me? I am so scared, so very scared. Does anyone has similar things - moles at the groin area? At the moment..I just do not know how to overcome this gripping fear...