Good morning I am not usually negative and this post probably won't get any replies,but I have had anxiety for 30 years,this time I am seriously contemplating ending it all,now I am a rational person but I am so worn out and depressed,I have over the years tried all medication and I know this is a silly way to feel,but cannot get to see a doctor not that that would help as it would just be more pills,I am not taking any at the moment and haven't for 6 months,they never helped anyway,I am not overweight and physically fit, I go for long walks every day and feel good physically,I have everything to live for and have always loved life but at a young 73 feel that this is it,my apologies for this post,but just had to tell someone how I feel at the moment,thank you for reading my post