It's awful dubmom. I sometimes go in a shop and think this migh be the last time I shop in here. It's totally crazy. I don't know if it's hormones or what but every little twitch or twinge I get that doesn't go quickly, I automatically fear the worst. Anxiety is dreadful. I feel like I have conversations in my head where I think I'm going to get some dreaded illness and won't be here in 6 months time so there's no point in doing anything that might make me happy just in case. Then straight away I'll be telling myself to get a grip and that whatever symptom I'm over analysing is very common and then my thoughts go round and round in circles. Not fun!