Hey guys Im 19 years and I have a boatload of problems right now I'm overthinking everything. I literally have thought my self out of a happy life. Currently Ive been overthinking existence and its really messing with me. It all started when I thought about the idea we are on a planet in the middle of an infinite universe. Then I started thinking how we are basically aliens on a planet. Then I started thinking how crazy it is i exist in a world that hasn't even proved existence and how crazy that is. Then I started thinking about evolution and how we are advanced apes, then I asked myself what if I'm the only real person. Mind you I've never done any drugs or anything. Ive just been thinking non stop lately and it scaring me. My perception of everything has changed in negative way and its depressed me. It all seems surreal to me. Has anyone else pondered these questions? If so how did you stop ruminating about them. I can't stop it sucks I wish I could just put my head in the sand but at this point it its tough. Ive thought about the infinite possibilities of why we are here from illusion to matrix almost every idea or philosophy. I know that sounds crazy but all this stuff is making me feel like Im crazy. Its just that I feel like I'm alone and no one else seems to even care. I don't have dp if anything I might have OCD but I've never had those tendencies until I had my panic attack 2 months ago since then Ive just been overthinking everything to a unhealthy degree. What can I do to stop these thoughts and get my life back it would mean a lot if you guys reply I will appreciate every answer. Please help its been very hard on me for some reason. I went my whole life up to this point and i never thought twice about any of it and then boom all these questions hit me at once. Ive always lead a healthy lifestyle and I'm artistic I think my high IQ has something to do with all this thinking but I don't want to think about this stuff. I just want to live life like before.