what is happening inside me

[civa]

Hello all

sorry for any unwarranted content here but i wanted to share my story clearly. I am sorry for the poor wording.

I am 40 yr old and my job requires a lot of travelling most of the time and been doing it for the past 5 years but for the first time, couple of weeks back i finished a party with few friends, i was drunk and hired an escort. I am still not sure why i did it, may be its the alcohol. i had a massage with a happy ending (hand job) but in between we both were lying on each other naked and also she allowed me to kiss her breast and nipples and i ran my fingers on her vagina opening. I had no cuts on my hand. for (100%) sure there was no kind of sexual intercourse and neither any frottage or oral

for a couple of days i was normal I got back to my work as usual. on 8th day after the episode, suddenly i had some temperature with chills along with some nauseating sensation, mild shifting pain in the stomach and slight sweat on the body in sleep while AC running.

fever lasted for 3 days and had muscle aches along with it. now I feel better but still i am little weak with shifting pain in thighs, around inner thighs, groin area and joints.

this fever is now making me restless i am unable to concentrate on anything after i learnt that most of the symptoms what I have experienced are flu like symptoms.

i am really worried and keep reconstructing the scene to recollect if there was any vaginal fluids that would have touched my penis or urethra opening or may be my kissing had something to do.

when i walk in free air i feel normal but when i am in a room or at home i start feeling my body temperature is raising and i can start feel some shifting muscle and joint pains and i always keep checking my body.

with given facts can anyone advise what is happening with me. its just over 2 weeks and i learnt that its too early for any kind of labs.

thanks
cva

[jray23]

The only thing you could have caught from her from that experience is the flu!

Perhaps you haven't quite recovered from it yet, or maybe your anxiety (you mentioned that you are "symptom-checking"!) is making you feel worse than you really are.

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[civa]

Hi Jray23 thank you for you reply, I believe so.
when i start browsing the net it scares me. all the time i work on the laptop and cannot stop myself from searching about this topic.

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thanks you Jray for your reply I believe so.

uhh never realized such an act could cause so much anxiety. just trying hard to stop thinking.

thanks again

[WiseMonkey]

Hello all

sorry for any unwarranted content here but i wanted to share my story clearly. I am sorry for the poor wording.

I am 40 yr old and my job requires a lot of travelling most of the time and been doing it for the past 5 years but for the first time, couple of weeks back i finished a party with few friends, i was drunk and hired an escort. I am still not sure why i did it, may be its the alcohol. i had a massage with a happy ending (hand job) but in between we both were lying on each other naked and also she allowed me to kiss her breast and nipples and i ran my fingers on her vagina opening. I had no cuts on my hand. for (100%) sure there was no kind of sexual intercourse and neither any frottage or oral

for a couple of days i was normal I got back to my work as usual. on 8th day after the episode, suddenly i had some temperature with chills along with some nauseating sensation, mild shifting pain in the stomach and slight sweat on the body in sleep while AC running.

fever lasted for 3 days and had muscle aches along with it. now I feel better but still i am little weak with shifting pain in thighs, around inner thighs, groin area and joints.

this fever is now making me restless i am unable to concentrate on anything after i learnt that most of the symptoms what I have experienced are flu like symptoms.

i am really worried and keep reconstructing the scene to recollect if there was any vaginal fluids that would have touched my penis or urethra opening or may be my kissing had something to do.

when i walk in free air i feel normal but when i am in a room or at home i start feeling my body temperature is raising and i can start feel some shifting muscle and joint pains and i always keep checking my body.

with given facts can anyone advise what is happening with me. its just over 2 weeks and i learnt that its too early for any kind of labs.

thanks
cva

Impossible to get anything serious (eg HIV) in this manner and you cannot get HIV from oral sex either!

So be reassured that you are fine, NO tests needed

[KK77]

From what you describe, the chances of HIV transmission are infinitesimally small to zero.

Why do you have email address for user name BTW?

[civa]

Thank you guys for all your replies and for understanding my situation. I learnt my lesson, realizing how Self control is overpowered by alcohol.

I will go ahead change my user id. i was not sure what i was doing with all these thoughts in my mind. today my manager pulled me up for not focusing and completing the work. guess now this is impacting my work too. well guys thanks again your words mean a lot to me right now. i am trying my best to reset myself.

Thanks
cva