Mummy - you are doing well
Chloe- the thing is those of us who are further down the line of recovery can see that you are suffering from "anxiety" and will not believe us when we tell you that every symptom you have is down to just that...." anxiety"..... so please take the advice that is given to you on NMP. Get up! Stop taking your pulse! Do some deep breathing exercises! Try Mindfulness, talk to your GP, try medication if you need it. If you have had loads of tests, then trust the results that you are not dying and start "living".