I wish I had courage enough quite my life....I'm so done with so many different things happening at same time.....I'm losing my mind over things I shouldn't....I'm scared of freak out at work again n I dont wanna lose my job ...I just don't recognise the person I'm now....I'm upset n alone ......I have no friends and no one I can trust... I'm not eating or sleeping for 1 week and I'm looking like a zombie ....im struggling to get out of the bed cause I really don't want to lose my job.......all I do when im. There is cry n spend hours at bathroom cause I don't want to explain what's going on ....ppl don't understand ....I'm so lost ....just wish I had courage enough to kill myself