i don't know which forum this is meant to be in. but a couple of days ago i lost a parent from cancer. obviously what i'm going through right now is unexplainable, especially that i'm still a teenager. i don't know wether what i'm feeling is normal. i have these really obvious mood swings the whole time, one point i'm normal, i keep forgetting that i've lost him and i tell myself he's not there anymore and my brain just doesn't believe it. then as soon as one little thing upsets me, or i'm alone for a couple of minutes i feel so depressed, my arms and legs are really heavy and weak, i don't want to speak, i don't even know what i want. like i just don't know. i haven't been eating much the last couple of days either, and i get full so quickly and then it makes me feel abit sick. this is just too much for me to handle, i don't know what i'm doing or what i should do. can someone help me ?