Well I have to say this isn’t my finest moment I’m sitting on n a bench well away from anybody I’m having a panic attack about the fact my leg feels different. It feels weaker then usual and that all I can focus on. I’m sitting here trying to look so calm but in the inside I’m in a huge panic. This was supposed to be a nice trip for my husband and I’m so embarrassed that I’m like this or that I’m even mentioning I feel the way I am such an idiot I feel like a complete mess and failure to him and my family