Originally Posted by
CABelieve13
I was just sitting at my computer, feeling absolutly fine. nothing out of the ordinary.....
Then i felt this weird feeling to cry. then i stared thinking "Im going crazy im going crazy!!" Then i felt like i was going insane. like i wanted to roll around in hysterics and have a mental breakdown. I dont know whats going on.
All these thoughts of "Im going crazy. I need to get to a doctor. whats going on. Must be some brain thing making my go suddenly insane."
I feel like i just want to scream with anger or just....idk.
My dad is telling me its a simple emotional thing with...."women" things. Would it be this kind of reaction?? There was no trigger. I just feel like im going insane. Now im shaking and crying.
My thoughts keep shifting. Then i get this surge of anger too. and its only been like 5 min since this thing started.
I am on Citalopram, but im only 15 and have been taking just 1 10mg tablet. and 2 10mg twice, once last saturday and once today. taking it for 1-2 months now.
It was soo sudden. Just a little twinge of crying then a voice in my head screaming "Im going crazy."
And...now i keep thinking what if i go so crazy i kill someone?" What kind of thinking is that?!?
Anyone have any idea? is this just some women emotional thing? What if i am going crazy?