Three yrs ago my mum was diagnosed with stage four breast cancer, she died this time last year. Ever since my mums diagnoses i have been suffering from anxiety, health anxiety in particular. It is literally one illness after the other and is ruining my life. I have been certain that i have been dying from HIV, melanoma, bone cancer and at the moment im convinced i have a brain tumor as i have had a headache for over a week. Googling my symptoms is usually the first thing i do which always confirms my worst fears. I dont know what to do anymore this is consuming me and my partner is just about ready to leave me. He tells me his sick of me crying and being depressed and wants somebody normal. I dont want to be like this anymore i want to enjoy my life because what really is going to kill me is all this stress.