Hi. Im a 25 years old girl.
I write just to say about my anxiety before going to work.
I dread going there although its only asilly 2 hours a day cleaning job. I feel so scared ( of what anyway!! i dont get it), i feel i dont wanna see anyone there ( although nobody has been eevr bad to me,.....many of em ignore me i feel).
But like now....i smoked so many joints to self medicate this feeling...to relax..but it just wont go away...every day..i cant stand it no more. Im so scared...
ive never been in therapy or seen a doc for this, and i dont wanna.
Anybody relates or have any advice.
Thank u, R.