I know that I posted just a day or so ago. But I do consider this site my sounding board for the illness we all share, panic/anxiety disorder. So here it goes. Last post I discussed the feelings or symptoms that can creep up on us. Well it seems those feelings, symptoms have decided to come at me yet again. After being awakened in the middle of the night with what I would describe as mild night terrors. I worked to refocus my thoughts to what is really in front of me, not past memories or an imagined future.
But sometimes you get tired of fighting a good fight and you simply wish for a day where you are not having to focus on anything. Maybe that's what I really want, a day where I don't have to stand guard over the gate waiting for something to happen. Because that in itself can become a prison.
If anyone out there get's what I'm saying or thinks the same thing. Let me how maybe it's time for me listen and not analyze.