hi there, well ive been suffering with pocd for nearly a year now and i dunno y but its always been about little girls, ive had all sorts of intrusives and thoughts, but it was only last week i started getting them about babies and i know its really bad but i just can shift them :(

i think perhaps my brain has trained itself not to react to the ocd, as im left feeling numb and as though i havent got the strength to fight the thoughts any more. i know deep down i dont like them, but my ocd makes me feel like i do, and i want them there.

Ive also been suffering awfully with the groinal response, which ive found 2 be worst because im getting that 'im horny feeling' whilst havin the thoughts, but as i said, my brains not reacting to them, so it feels like i really am horny? i mean am i? am i really turned on by these? im so confused