Hi!
I am 18 year old man. Recently I feel so different at times. It all began with a panic attack a month ago.
Since then I have been immersed in existential thoughts and am not Abel to sleep because of panic about death. I have started to question everything.. even things like education, entertainment as i they are something new and unwanted. I opened up the newspaper and had to remind myself this is my world,when I woke up had to tell myself it is okay to exist.
I feel animal like suddenly. Everyone else doesn't feel human but like animals, I don't know what made them feel like humans before. I mean like walking and talking creatures and not that special human ability I used to perceive them as. I felt strange on waking up, light headed and I feel like I just reside in my head, my body doesn't matter much. Like I wish to be invisible and floating. My house and sky felt strange, It feels strange to travel, I feel like I am just like a small moving person in this big universe.
However I do not think this is unreal but just strange.
Can anyone relate?