worried about family
Im sick of my anxiety. It is making me feel so ill. Im not ill though but i keep going dizzy and havin a funny head.
Im also fed up of feeling low all the time ans feeling more and more anxious in town. I cant go anywhere without panicking now. I hate it now. I just want to be happy and normal again. I feel like no matter what I do no one is supportive to me back here at home. I just feel pushed out and like I dont exist. It is hard as my mom is ill and we dont know what is wronf and my step dad has depression so it is hard. I just feel like Im making them worse. It is so so hard. I want to be able to help them but i am struggling myself. What can I do to help like this? :'(
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