I'm 99.9% sure that my anxiety/panic is caused by a malfunction in my gut or perhaps another organ in my midriff. I'm not saying that *all* anxiety works this way (there are probably multiple different causes / types). I wont bore you with details but I've had this horrible condition for a long time and I've spent a good amount of time and money 'experimenting' on myself to find a cure or a treatment. Pretty much everything that works for me is directly or indirectly gut related. I just recently realized that I can have a massive surge of panic/anxiety come out of nowhere WITHOUT having any 'bad thoughts' at all. But I have NEVER had anxiety without gut related pain / discomfort.
Now I'm sure many of you will know how hard it is to get a doctor to listen to you (especially if you are obviously in the middle of a panic attack), and mine have been no different. Any suggestion that I make about the anxiety coming from somewhere other than my mind is met with a blank stare and a prescription for more Venlafaxine, Mirtazapine, Citalopram, Prozac, Seroxat or [insert drug du jour here]. None of them have worked unless I supplement them with my own 'blend' of OTC items).
The received wisdom is that 'irritable bowel' and other 'odd sensations' are caused by the gut reacting to the adrenaline in the system. However, I'd like to posit the following :
- there are many areas of the body that have no nociceptors ('pain' receptors)
- these organs are still capable of transmitting signals to the brain.
- signals may be created for a 'genuine' reason (inflammation, damage) or by 'faulty' nerves, but the outcome is the same
- the subconscious mind (as in the part of the mind dealing with automatic signals such as pain, breathing, digestion etc.) may interpret these signals as 'warning' signals
- the mind now has a 'warning' signal floating around but no particular 'danger' to attribute it to
- warning signals trigger the body's survival reflex (fight or flight)
- the conscious mind does what it does best - tries to find an explanation (the "what ifs" begin to cascade)
- conscious panic / anxiety ensues
- vicious cycle
Some people's anxiety can be attributed to pain / physical distress. I suppose my theory (if you can call it that) is that perhaps ALL anxiety is caused by pain or distress, but that certain forms of pain / distress are interpreted in odd ways in some people's brains.
Loperamide (Imodium) is a drug I have seen many anxiety sufferers mention. It was, in fact, the first OTC drug I discovered that helped my anxiety. Why did I try it? Because [fanfare] I had gut discomfort. Loperamide essentially puts your gut to sleep. Sleepy gut = no distress signals to the brain = no anxiety???
When I was a child they called it 'butterflies in your tummy'. In my teens it was 'eating too much junk food'. In my 20's it was 'irritable bowel'. And in my 30's it became 'general anxiety disorder and depression'.
I have scoured the internet for anything resembling the above explanation and only found a few vague mentions of 'gut flora ' , so I'm turning to you guys. Have you ever heard anything like this? Ever read a scientific study with a similar outlook? Ever had a doctor who suggested something similar? Does this sound like your own experiences?