I,m Neglecting my family....:-(

[ScaredCaz]

Hi All

Feeling very low today....

Woke up this morning stiff as a board as usual another disappointment that today would be better it isnt....

My stomach is not too bad my back is exactly the same aches so does my left arm which scares the life out of me but i have had this before so i keep telling myself i will be ok

I feel like my family are suffering i have 3 teenage daughters and a 8 yr old son with Autism and although i am here all the time i feel like i am not "here" and they are being neglected my hubby works nights so he sleeps all day and i sometimes feel i have to do it all my girls help me but does anyone else get this sometimes?

The last thing i want is for them to suffer but i can,t help it and that is pathetic

would appreciate your thoughts guys x

[bronte]

hi yes i know exactly how you feel i feel i have missed out of alot of my kids childhood because ive suffered health anxiety all their life and feel i have let them down because i have been so occupied with my health. Although both my daughters are confident and out going i still feel guilty that i might have neglected them because im so anxoius and pathetic

[JohnnyLamb]

I've been a moody, detached, absentee husband and dad for the past three years. My wife almost left me because of my HA. I'd pack up and leave if I didn't love my daughter so much.