So I’ve been dealing with POCD for a while now, and have only recently started to open up to my therapist about it who reassured me I’m not a pedophile, and I merely have intrusive thoughts. Well she told me to accept the intrusive thought and move on with my day whenever they come on. Yesterday I had one and did as she said and didn’t fight it. But then I started to.... have a groinal response?? It lasted for about an hour and I woke up this morning and have been dealing with it all day, and I’m freaking out that I’m a pedophile again now. The Lexapro has lessened by ability to worry and have anxiety, which worries me even more because now I’m scared I don’t care that I have these thoughts, which were one of my biggest coping mechanisms from before because it reassured me that as long as I was worried about these thoughts, it meant I wasn’t really a pedophile because a real pedophile wouldn’t worry about the thoughts. Please help, I’m scared and this weird groinal feeling isn’t going away.