I am so fed up with waking up everyday worrying about the day ahead and how I am going to get through it.
I am struggling with the symptoms at the moment and they are stopping me from going to many places especially on my own as I feel I will be sick or pass out.
I would love to be able to get up and go somewhere without all this worrying.
I watch people from my window going about they business and would love to be able to do that, its been a long time since I was like that.
I struggle to even get to the end of the road let alone take a bus or go shopping.
I can't even go to the hairdressers or doctors because I hate being anywhere I feel trapped, I need to know I can leave whenever I need to.
I hate living like this, I feel I am missing out on so much.