At the moment I'm doing some voluntary work as the Social Coordinator for a local gym/health club. It's great for me cos it gives me a purpose and I'm meeting loads of new people.

I've had problems in the past with my attitude, so I've decided with this to treat it like a professional job and to really commit to it. I'm doing really well, I've organised competitions, I've built a website, I've got two lads football teams, a girls football team, a netball team, a golf society, a tennis club....... I have a pretty good vision of what I want to achieve.

The problem is that I just can't stop. I work on it every day and I'm just trying to do more and more. I'm ploughing through it without really slowing down, admiring my work and enjoying what I'm doing. I'm afraid of stopping in case I lose interest or it all falls apart.

Ships in harbour are safe..but that's not what ships were built for.