Im feeling so bad tonight i just dont know what to do, i was lying on the sofa watching tele and then in my back i can feel my heart not quite ticking over properley , u can feel that it is real -it is like my hear ant quite funtioning and is moving about alot..but this time im feeling the effect in my back..i cant take this anymore..im having uncomftable feelings in my back too..i cant explain but im going out of my mind... in camt stand this anymore...i think i really am going to die ...i must be coz this is so not right its , not right.
If you dont hear from me anymore then you know that something really has happened to me ..i want to feel better,i want this to go away i dont want to die
ash xx
a redworth