Back again with the cheating fear

[Fishmanpa]

I would really appreciate if no one has got any nice things to say then to not comment! I know the whole thing is rubbish but it feels really at times. I keep thinking if im pregnant ill worry thats its his even though deep down i know nothing happened and if im not pregnant ill be fine and let it go

... until the next time...

Please tell us what's not nice about advising you not to drink until you black out? Every time it happens you talk about this fear. Besides, to drink that much is just plain unhealthy. Don't allow it to get to "a next time".

The bolded text is encouraging. It shows you know you're being irrational despite what your brain is telling you. Perhaps it's time to learn how to talk back? (therapy/meds).

Positive thooughts

[meant2live]

I don't think I was being rude to you, OP. I was offering you advice to help with your anxiety. If you are often afraid that you will cheat or have cheated with this guy because you don't remember your actions from the night before, why would you want to cloud your judgment with alcohol?

Based on your story, I think your fears are pretty unfounded.

All I was trying to say in my original post was that this man doesn't seem trustworthy (based on your own words), and it seems like the best way to deal with him is to avoid alcohol in his presence.

Along with all of this, you need to see someone about these thoughts.