I gave up alcohol at the beginning of 2014 and so far , up til now , i'm doing really well. I gave up because I find it helps my anxiety levels but I gave up due to the fact I don't like having alcohol cravings they where so bad I felt physically sick , literally. At this moment in time I'm dying for a drink it's like there's a unquenchable thirst that is constantly wanting to be satisfied it drives me nuts , I hate it. I could have a drink because I wasn't exactly an alcoholic before I gave up but I know the consequences I'll have to deal with I just feel so alone from everyone going out drinking , i'm alienated. Life and it's stupid struggles...