My intrusive thoughts are really getting to me. I have been trying to let them come without any judging or emotions..but its so hard..I don't like seeing the things my mind wants me to see or hear and on top of that I get thoughts of me liking them which freak me out..then I have to rationalize with myself and I realize I don't. Then the pattern continues and the scariest thought is "God knows if you really liked that thought or not" all of these things happen in a pattern. I know in my heart that these thoughts and images don't sit well with me..but everytime I tell myself I don't a thought that says im lying comes to..and that thought feels so real. I PROMISE I DO NOT LIKE THESE THOUGHTS and sometimes even a voice that sounds like mine will answer yes when I ask myself if I like these thoughts or not. The thought of liking them feels very real then when I rationalize my own thought of not liking them comes into play. I have no desire to act out on my act thoughts but today they were so vivid and scary. I feel really weird like I don't know which thoughts are mine and who I am anymore. How can I know I don't like these thoughts but still get thoughts of liking them and then they go away?
Sorry for all the threads Im just new to this.