I hate myself and my life

[Helpmeeeeeeeplz]

I'm a 14 year old girl.

I'm not pretty, I'm not everything someone wants. I have a giant nose. I think I have a severe case of hocd. Depressed with school work. My parents are always fighting. I'm always being nagged. My crush liked me but he now hates me.

I'm so stressed. I just want a better life

[Fishmanpa]

I'm surprised you left out that you think you're gay. As a parent of a daughter that's a sufferer, I'll go back to my original response...

At age 14, the best advice would be to speak with a trusted adult in your life (parents, relative, teacher etc.) and ask for help. Due to the severity and irrationality of your fears, having someone (preferably a mental health professional) in real life to help you rationalize and conquer them would be the best thing you could possibly do.

Let us know how that appointment goes on Thursday.

Positive thoughts

[Sloth]

Have you tried talking to your parents about how you feel? Or your doctor? I'm not sure how patient confidentiality works with 14 year olds in Australia but if you feel so low you can't cope, you should definitely be seeking some sort of help.
Having read the above post, it seems you've got some sort of help in the works, try and be positive (I certainly know how hard this can be...) and just take things one step at a time.

[Clydesdale Epona]

First of all I'm very sorry how you're currently, being someone who grew up in this generation I often got the same kind of feelings you have now, I know it won't help at all to hear this from a stranger but you're beautiful in your own way and you can overcome your mental health issues trust me x

All the best

[GlassPinata]

I would advise speaking to a trusted adult about your feelings.
The internet is great for venting, but for real life help, you really must confide in someone who knows you and understands your situation.
Please do seek help. You are still young and have a promising life ahead of you.

Best wishes.

[clarisse]

You already have a thread about this,and some very helpful replies.Here it is incase you couldn't find it. Let us know how the counselling goes.

http://http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/...d.php?t=194664