Great, here we go again. It's been a while since I've had bad health anxiety but this symptom has gradually caused me to spiral down that path again. Going to get this off my chest here before I do any more of the Bad Google Thing.
This problem I've had on and off for maybe a year, but when it first started, it didn't concern me much for some reason. It'd always go away after a couple days and only happened about twice so I assumed it was allergies or that I'd swallowed some food wrong. Until about two months ago; I have had it on and off about every other week or two and it just feels more persistent and has been worrying me more.
It's just this very subtle pain or sensation on the left side of my throat (I swear so many of my mystery symptoms occur on my left side :/). It doesn't hurt bad at all, its like a 1/10. I'm reluctant to even call it painful but I guess it does hurt a tiny bit. It's not like a sore throat either; its in one very specific pinpoint spot, on the mid-upper left part of my throat.
It's not constant either, but I'll just randomly feel it at times throughout the day. And it'll randomly stop for a week and then come back for another week straight. Nothing in particular seems to trigger it. But every time I feel it, I get anxious now and can't stop focusing on it. Perhaps making it worse, I've also caught myself prodding the area to make sure there are no lumps...
Obviously my brain wants to keep thinking it's cancer. It's definitely gotta be it this time. Just like every other time. But seriously, what else could cause pain in such a specific location like this? :/
I know the likelihood of throat cancer is extremely slim in my demographic (female/26/non-smoker/non-drinker) but I'm so unlucky that I'd be the one exception. *sighs*
I just can't think of it being anything else. And before anyone mentions globus sensation, I don't think that's it. I've had that before so I'm quite familiar with how that feels and this is different. Globus always felt like it was in the center of the throat but this is off to one side and it just generally feels different.
Ugh, and it doesn't help that I've had this occasional mild pain/itchiness in my left ear (same side) though not necessarily simultaneously. I dunno, I did have a serious ear infection two years ago and my ears never did feel the same after that. I also have a wisdom tooth on that side but I don't know. Potentially unrelated symtom but it's still getting me so worried.
I do have a doctor appointment in about a week and I guess I should bring it up. Though that brings a whole slew of other concerns. Will I be referred to an ENT who will wanna do some scary test or put a scope through my nose? What if they find something? I'm scared to mention it but I know it's the best thing to do. :( I need courage.
And while I've already been anxious about this over a month now (its practically ruined my summer), my grandma passed away earlier this week so my health anxiety / general anxiety is highly triggered right now.
I guess I just needed to vent and was hoping for some reassurance, especially if anyone else has dealt with this symptom before. Thanks for reading.