I really do feel helpless, if it's not one anxiety it's another. My brain just won't leave itself alone.
After my ENT appointment yesterday I felt deflated and now I'm starting to worry about the upcoming ultrasound and I feel like I'm letting myself and everyone down, even the people here on this forum by worrying again after all the words of advice they have given me.
I don't get tired of my worrying, but people do!
I don't think even a therapist can help me and the chances of me being able to get that kind of help is slim, I sent forms off months ago and still no reply.
I feel horrid. I feel like I will fail my exams again from all this panic, and let my parents down once more. I've already let myself down anyway.
Just horrid.