Guys I’m back and struggling again. I can’t believe this is happening to me again, I’m think I’m worse than I have ever been and i feel like I won’t ever be able to be happy or enjoy anything anymore. I have developed obsessive thinking, ruminating and catastrophising thoughts. My mind won’t switch off! I have had a stressful few weeks at work and this is what it has resulted in. I was doing so well before this and now it’s all ruined and I feel like I can’t get away from my own mind. I can’t sleep, my appetite is rubbish and I feel like I’m loosing myself. I’m trying to stay strong and trying so hard not to let it worry my husband and my family. I don’t want them to worry about me. They are so understanding and I know they only want the best for me but I feel even more awful that I’m putting them through all the worry. Im trying so hard to get better, iv been to the GP, I’m back on medication I was previously taking and iv booked a therapy session to hopefully help me. Anyone else awake? I’m just so frightened (in the early hours especially 😔 ) nobody to talk to, just me and my thoughts 😔