Hi all the last 6months i have noticed, i developing a fear of daylight, Escophobia i think its called, I hate being looked at or judged, i just hate full stop going out , i used to love it years ago what has happend?, Most days i get up and the routine is the same, breakfast computer, naps!!!! , i so miss driving about in my car, but i fear that too. I feel like a total freak head, Today my parents said come down visit us drive, i am like i cant?, i can go 5km away that's it, then of course i felt so bad about it all...I Just wish this would go away, depressing follows it too. I keep thinking perhaps the best way is to just get in there drive, weather i feel like shaking crying screaming or not, just do it.But then i think am i putting others life's at danger driving like that?, ,. Then i sometimes lay at night thought's flying getting angrier and angrier about it all, what is in store ahead of me, will i get better?, i tried most medicaitons too dammit.......its like i am paraylised to move even a foot forward. Years ago i was so independant like 10yrs ago i wonder what happend.