Mrs F in hospital?
Mrs F has crohns disease among other illnesses, she saw her GP on Friday and I went in with her. Mrs F mentioned her diarrhea and occasional blood, so the GP prescribed steroids and if they haven't made a difference after a week, then it would likely be hospital.
While I'm well aware I should be thinking of her and not myself, it doesn't alter the fact my anxiety has rocketed. I think it feels worse because it has come off the back of a very good spell stretching right back to the end of April. 'If' she does get admitted, no doubt I will cope but it will be very hard work. It is also times like this when I realise just how much I rely on her. I despise this illness I really do but then everyone else here knows the score.
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