Originally Posted by
ABE1981
Hi, big boy, I'm not really too sure I think it's all self inflicted, I had been getting more and more low over the last few months and feeling less and less like doing things, everything was getting harder to do and keep up with. And the anxiety came back in a big way all at once kind of just felt like I snapped then my thoughts have been too much for me destroying myself that I can't cope etc and that I'm just going keep on downward spiral now till I snap, me life feels like it's been flipped upside down and everything is a struggle now, I have been on mirtazapine for about 10 years now, most of that time on 30 mg had it upped to 45 mg for about six months then I dropped back down, but I have been on 15mg for about 18 months now hoping I could get by, I will have try speak to doc, I'm so shy though I have social anxieties bad too, I always feel I never express how I'm feeling properly I like never know how to explain how I feel and even when I'm really distressed and suffering I still try put on a brave face to the doctor!!. I put off and put off going till I feel distraught, think everything feels worse with not getting much sleep just way too much adrenaline floating about, the mirtazapine used to help me sleep and give me a little rest, don't know whether just see what doc says and maybe try increasing the dose again. thanks mate all the best