I have canceled viewing that flat, now I need to tell the rest of my children. my oldest son reminded me last night, that taking a private let through an agency,they come out and check the house every 2 months, plus they are in control and can put pressure on one, where its not needed. I dont need that. where a private landlord no agency leave you to live, no coming to check every 2 months.
I don't want to go back to having that over my head every 2 months. that was a nightmare before. I ended up not being at home when the person came. just felt so much under pressure.
I have looked on the council website, there are 2 on the ground floor with many stairs up to the close door. they are not suitable.
there another one on the ground floor, there are lots of stairs to the path, then more stairs to the front door. that's unsuitable too.
there is one in a multistory 2 floors up, amenity flat, I worry if the lifts break down, I stuck in the house. that's not suitable to me. if it was on the ground floor I would have bid for it.
nothing suitable this week.
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sorry if I repeat myself. just noticed.
yesterday afternoon, as I was using my walking sticks to walk along the hall way, rested every few steps, when I got to the bathroom. I had no energy to go into the bathroom, I had to sit on my 4 wheeled walker at the bathroom door. no energy to take another step. its horrible when yer energy just goes like that.
would be good if the hall was shorter, I would have less to walk to the bathroom. or the doorway could be wider, then I could use my wheelchair to get to the bathroom.
just got to keep going and resting. I can dream, about it, good to dream. sort of cheers ya up, if that makes sense.