For the past 4 years I feel like my whole life is going round and round to which I end up where I started. You could call it Groundhog Day. I have a personality disorder and yes I take medication for it but I feel like it does nothing and I also feel no professional ever listens to me , so I feel no point in trying to argue with them. I'm tired of going back and forth trying to get someone to listen. To do that requires a lot of energy and I barely have any to get through the day , so I'm not going to waste it when I know the outcome. My moods as well as interests change from moment to moment , hour to hour or if I'm lucky day to day. I say lucky because if I can stick to one thing it feels like an achievement. Due to me changing my opinion so quickly this has lead me to never knowing who I am or wher I want to go in life or what I want to do and I'm 30 years old. 31 in may ! I feel like a teenager who is still figuring things out and it's driving me absolutely nuts ! I can't take it anymore. What shall I do so I can have one mood throughout the day instead of 20 moods in one day ? This is too much