hi

I have had 3 surgeries in the last 6 months (left hand, then elbow then gall bladder removed) and now I have to have my right hand done in May and I am dreading it. I have long standing depression and anxiety some of which relates to very old issues I've never dealt with, but I am not getting time to get any talking therapy because of all these physical issues.

I wish I could get help with my mental health while I'm off sick with physical health problems, but after 6 months I'm about to give up and just keep taking the meds and keep it all bottled up as usual :(

the surgery in May is carpal tunnel and the last one hurt like hell for weeks, then didn't fix the problem so I had the ulna nerve done and that is still not right ([painful and numb)

sorry, I just needed to get some of this out tonight......