This is my first post on the forum. I was made redundant from my job last month and ever since have spiralled into a deep depression and severe anxiety attacks. It's got so bad I feel like I can't go on anymore. The doc prescribed fluoxetine 20mg a day and I have been taking them for about 3 weeks, however I am feeling worse and worse. The mornings seem to hit me like a brick, I wake up at 5:30am panicking and crying and feeling desperately like I can't go on. I have had to come and stay with my mum as feel like I can't stay on my own as my fiancé is working away. I feel so guilty and ashamed and feel like I'm ruining everyone else's lives. I feel so worthless. Will this feeling ever get better? I'm so close to wanting to end it all.