I'm a 14 year old girl and am driving myself crazy. First off, I'm suffering from what I think is hocd, I have no friends, and now I'm afraid of everything.
I'm afraid of everything that moves because everything can have an impact on my life. Example: people move, they can murder you. Spiders move, they can bite you. The sea moves, you can drown or can get caught in a rip.
This is impacting on my life. I'm afraid to go outside. When I went to the beach the other day with my family, I looked like a tourist that has never seen the beach before because I was afraid of a blue bottle being washed up on the shore or me suddenly getting dragged out into the ocean.
This is also happening with ghosts etc.. Everywhere I look I think that there is something watching me. I have to cover the camera on my devices, I have to check under my bed at night and if I hear a noise, well to me, it's the end of the world. It's driving me insane!!!!!
Can someone please give me some advice so I can enjoy my life again?!?!