So I've been going through this really horrible and mentally exhausting period of time where I feel like my consciousness doesn't exist. My thoughts just popup randomly but I am incapable of 'thinking' or being a conscious being. I looked up symptoms of depersonalization and most of them didn't match my symptoms. I don't feel that I'm someone else or I don't feel that I'm observing myself from a distance. I don't feel that I'm in a movie. I just feel that I just don't have 'consciousness' and thoughts just happen without my intents(not bad thoughts but ordinary mundane everyday thoughts). Can anyone tell me what this is?