In the past few months I have became terrified of my moles (melanoma fear) and have scratched off a few...using anything from my fingernail to nail clippers. Instant regret afterwards, but I’m still finding myself doing it!
Anyway, two months ago I used nail clippers to remove a mole from the back of my knee. The wound got infected and I got some topical antibiotic cream from the GP. Now the mole has regrown in a very flat, brown odd shape.
The gp told me he wasn’t worried but would refer me to the melanoma clinic to put my mind at rest. I was seen in the melanoma clinic three days later (the wait felt like three weeks! And I was so frightened I thought I would vomit) but the dermatologist couldn’t really give me much reassurance as the skin around the mole was too inflamed. So they took some photos and I have to go back in four weeks. She said it is probably a traumatised mole, but I cannot help thinking that it must be more than that or she’d have discharged me!
I honestly don’t know how I can live with this fear for four weeks when every day feels like a month! The fear is overwhelming and I cannot focus on anything else!
Has anyone else had a mole which has regrown in an odd shape?