I actually feel good and it's been a long time coming. Today was the first day in a very long time that I felt like I may live a long healthy life.
Node is still there, ENT appointment still there for the 30th march but really not too concerned anymore as I just can't fathom how such a small node that seems to have gone (maybe not in size but definately in position) since finding it 3 months ago. Also, absolutely no symptoms at all of a serious illness.
I think I'll be just fine