Piece of paper

[chop]

I feel like a piece of paper. Thats how I explain it.
I end up crying each day at the end of the day.
I cant do anything.
I keep going down hill. not up.

Is anyone the same?

I feel a burden upon my partner. I am a man yet I cry each day.

I have tried, meds, natural, everything, talk.

I feel i am going down more each time. I have 6 months to wait until I can get into private hospital.

I am on doses of meds now most could not beleive or pronounce.

Ive tried everything.
where to next apart from the obvious.

Meds and natural have helped but I am not goiung up. I dont know now whether I have depression or anxiety? WHat is it now? I feel anxiety gone but depression here big time. I just cry.

Its been over 6 years now. How long do I bear this?

Chop

Learning to under react

[Twila]

Oh Chop I am so sorry you are feeling so down. Sounds like you have a bad case of depression. I really don't know what to tell you other than this forum is a really great place to find people who care and understand some of how you are feeling. Hope that you can get the help you need!! As for now just know that you can drop in any time and talk to someone and they will listen and try to help you.
Twila

[Juliamidlands]

Thinking of you Chop xxxx

'Never be afraid to try- remember, amateurs buit the Ark...professionals built the Titanic'

[Eclipse]

<b id="quote">quote:</b id="quote"><table border="0" id="quote"><tr id="quote"><td class="quote" id="quote"> I am a man yet I cry each day.

<div align="right">Originally posted by chop - 02 August 2006 : 08:57:02</div id="right">
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Chop,

Any man that openly admits to crying is, in my opinion, a strong man. It takes more courage for a man to admit than a woman.
Panic, anxiety, depression doesn't differentiate between the sexes and there's no reason why men should be thought of being any less vulnerable than women.
If you're sufferring then 'bend' all our ears cos that's what we're here for - everyone helps each other.
Never think you're alone mate!
Take care
Magz
XX

[chop]

Thank you all for the support.

Ill try to get a good rest and see how I feel.

Many thanks
Chop

Learning to under react

[honeybee3939]

Hi Chop,

So sorry to hear you are not feeling too good,

Be strong !

I am thinking of you and sending you a BIG Hug !

Love

Andrea
xxx

[lizmarshall]

Hi Chop,

I'm so sorry to here that you are suffering so bad, it will get better and you must keep telling yourself that.

I find that because of the panic and anxiety, i get really depressed well frustrated would be more the word to use and that starts me off crying big time.

Were all here for you hunny.

Take care

Liz

[dawnym]

I agree with all the replies you have recieved but mainly about you being strong to admit you cry,that takes guts in my eyes.
I too often feel like a burden to the world in general.
and always wonder why the few people I do have contact with even bother.
I know how hard it can be when you seem to get to the bottom and try everything but cant get back up.
This black cloud will pass and the sun will shine again.
xxxxx

[chop]

Thanks all
I went for a new job interview (dont know how) and the black cloud will pass. Now I have anxiety waiting for answer but I think I went well.

Many thanks
Chop

Learning to under react

[Southern_Belle]

Hi Chop,

Haven't talked to you in ages, sorry to read you have been having a rough time of it. I agree with all the above posts though, we are all human no matter of our gender. I do so hope you get the new job. Please let me know. I have my fingers crossed for you.xxx

Bel

"Our thoughts are our reality"